Really Kinda Over It….

Hey ya.  I am kinda over it really.  I am over this whole thing.  I hate being unemployed and I hate having been for 7 fucking interviews and still not having gotten one yet.  It is well annoying.  I also hate people looking at me like I am retarded or something becuase i haven’t found a job yet.  Its not like I am not trying, cos I totally am!!  What is even more annoying is the simple fact that during the interviews that I have had people have practically empl oyed me and then I am informed several days later that I have been unsuccessful.  It is rather frustrating and damaging for ones self esteem.  I mean I have never been a person where I have had to fight for job, I have been the person who has had her pick of jobs.  It just sucks!!!